well that was fast
couldn't run fast enuf.
not good enough
bad evil
why why why
if I had know you were that sick, I would have said something
alone they leave me
alone you have left me
blood doesn't leave me alone
it is always there
always willing to flow
always willing to comfort
red... bright red
such a pretty colour
tracks & flows
gathers together
one
two
three
cuts are red
crimson tide
gathers & flows
tracks a path
like a tear I cannot cry
a release
a reason
I am allowed to feel pain
inside isn't allowed
but cuts can seen
reason can be justified
tho I hide them
hide my psychotic ways
hide my craziness
tonight I was no wuss
the blood would flow
all the way
to my ankle & beyond
should I let it
bounty can't barely keep up
tho soon it will stop
soon I will have to hide
they will get back
and cannot show
cannot talk
I will burden
I will bother
evil evil
bad & terrible
soon I will wash
soon I will erase the red stain
the line will remain
for a while yet
a reminder
a mark
for the sin I am
the horror within
the punishment inflicted
no longer empty
feeling can be allowed
pain is good
it's all I have
alone and in pain
red and white