Good God what is wrong with my children and every freakin else in my life. Why cant I get the girls to follow the rules and just be good for one day? I have a few boxes of my breakable things and things that have dear memory to me. Savannah's baby books. Dakota's baby books. Ceramics that my grandmother made for me before I was born and after I was born. A few porcline birds with music boxes inside and an angel that was made out of procline and rotated around. Well my angle is broken. The music box inside it is ripped out. She is missing a wing both hands and the book that it was holding. My favorite one is a yellow bird with a music box it dosnt revolve. The bird is in tact but one of the branches on its gone. I cant find it down there at all. I looked for the pieces of the angel and I could only find the one broken off wing. My grandmother also made me praying hands out of cermaic and one of the hands is missing and I cant find it. It brought back all those grief feelings I have been dealing with since I was a child. So I will try looking again tommorow when I am less upset and more calm. They also got into Dakota's baby pictures, ultra sound pictures, and the certificate with Dakota's feet prints on it. All of those things were just laying on the floor. I am so angry and upset right now its not even funny.
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