I've lost most of my friends in my hometown ...lost the few i had at school and forget relationships...:-\ men seem to find me as some vulnerable target that they can easily use and abuse..and i'm sick of it. It doesn't help i have social anxiety and self esteem issues on top of it. No one understands me well except you guys...i'm just feeling really sad right now and i've been crying alone in my room. I don't feel satisfied with my life right now...I feel really useless and hopeless...it's getting really hard to take all these things i've been struggling with at once ...i honestly don't know how much longer i can hold in. :-[
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