Well ive spent most of the day home alone and crying. Im starting to wonder whether its all worth the pain. Ive tried to contact my 1 and only friend for the past 4 days but with no success. Im on my own tonight my hubbys away and so are all the kids. Mite just sit in the dark and think. I sometimes wonder if I might be better off leaving this world. But then think I cant do that to my kids. But you never know one day will come and I may change my mind.
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