and comment. I am trying to feel better, so i don't just sleep the day away and so maybe i will feel better by this evening so I wont go out gambling and drinking just to make myself feel better. I am trying to distract myself from feeling like a complete loser this morning. I feel like punching a wall and throwing suff, i can feel my anger and sadness coming back. I feel so worthless right now. I thought I had gooten to where I wouldnt feel like this anymore, but things just get worse and worse for me. I was just fooling myself....
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