I have now seen that I like helping people out with Self harm and depression, Helping them see that yes theres still a chance I was like you, Our pains maybe different but all had taken that pain out on ourselves I have cut, burned, and attempted suicide. I have seen death in the face God gave me that second chance to come back, he could have taken me but he knew that I more of a purpose in life. Before I didnt know what my purpose was I had no clue who I was I was lost in life, with direction. My life was hate. Why I dont know and probably will never know. But I do know now that I can say that Im happy to be alive I still endure a lot of pain and hate but I am strong and I know that I will survive I want to help those who feel like they are at an end You may seem down, hurt, crushed or feeling that you can no longer go on but know that its not the end You need to have faith and know that you need to hang on I let myself go and I nearly lost all that meant the most of me I have lost my husband but I see it now as well Im better off but my daughter is something different Shes my world When I felt myself let go I felt that one tear fall from my face and I knew that it was too late I remembering begging god for forgiveness and I woke up. I am thinking of writing a book about my life and my self harm and also my suicide I am somewhat ashamed of it but It made me who I am today and well Im glad that I woke up! Im glad I can see my daughter smile and giggle! Shes my shining star Please if you feel down and you know that you are slipping, Please seek help! I am more than happy to lend a hand to pull you up and to help you. Please dont give up Im here to help.
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