I am sorry I am not a doo gooder and profess to be anything but a flawed human with alot of emotional baggage as well. I try my best to be caring to everyone in my real life and here I love people I love the feeling of helping people it makes me feel better if I can make someone else smile even for a moment. I am not a hateful person But I am a realist and I have been victim to Emotional VAMPIRES. My ex husband was one and it almost cost me my life. He played games with my emotions played victim to our friends and family turned everyone against me and while I was off in the stress center was living it up with my neighbor on my money and sleeping in my bed ..... Didnt even change the sheets when I got home MY AUNT omg the WOES IS ME she plays on everyone around her to get money and items and yes SYMPATHY for her own personal gain. It is foolish to think that there are not people out there that USE the term mental and physical illness for they own satisfaction and gain is being blind. I am in NO WAY saying this to anyone here on DS ... Those people make it harder for people with real issues and illness to get the help they truly need. I know that even I shy away when in my gut something do wash. After all the hurt and pain I have went thru trust is a hard thing for me to give freely I hope I dont get bashed for this I am just stating some of the reasons why I say the things I say ... Never have I ever meant to harm anyone here
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