Today, I feel horrible and I don't even know why. I just feel sick to my stomach and depressed like no other. I have a job interview today too as I'm trying to leave my current job and it's really important!! But all I want to do is just go home. I hate the job I'm currently at which is sad because I used to love it. I hate to be saying this, but I hate it now because there is this new person who is just all about "me, me, me!" And I know this is negative but it gets old. You get tired of, "I took the last one because I wanted it!" "I did this because I'm sooo good" "Look at me, or were you talking??" I am tired of being interrupted when I'm speaking so they can just have the freaking spotlight! And the sad thing is, is others from what I can tell think it's "cute". Uhg! And they are so negative too! Stop making fun of people, it hurts. I'm sorry I wasn't raised in money and can't have high fashion. I work for my life and don't have Mom and Daddy to help me!! That was all Bunny Trail, sorry, I'm just so upset! And I don't feel important, or wanted. I'm ignored in this corner all alone and no one talks to me. I try to speak, but I just get run over by you know who. I'm a freaking door mat anymore. God, I want this new job SOOO badly and just want to get out. But I feel like I'm gonna flop today because I'm so down and ill. I just HATE life today and I wanna go to bed....

Thank you for listening, I just needed to ask for prayers. I appreciate it.....