This is what I hear multiple times a day. Snap out of it. As if it were that easy. God I wish it was. Someone who has never suffered with depression has no idea how paralyzing it can be. My husband,kids,dad,sisters,friends noone gets it. Hell I don't even get it so how can I possibly explain it to them. I have so much to live for. I am a very blessed woman. I have a wonderful husband 4 beautiful daughters the whole kit and caboodle. Why can't I just be happy and normal. I have no choice but to function every single day. Some days it's impossible. I'm tired and feel like giving up sometimes. But anywho... "snap out of it" What the hell does he know? All he sees is my slowly dying. Try feeling it!
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