I basically have no experience with guys.I only realy like one, his name is Salvador(my profile has a pic of him) he came to Maine but left to go home to Spain.Is it stupid to still like him 2 years later and having no contact with him? I feel like some hopeless romantic waiting for him to return,lol I have been thinking about him a lot lately, well worrying because I have recurring dreams that he is in trouble with alcohol and i have to save him.In my dream he stops because we are together again.The weird part is that before the dreams started i had a weird dream where i was at school and Jesus was the guidance counselor and he told me to go save someone.It was a guy but i couldnt tell who it was. Anyway just random thoughts:)
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