When I think about life I feel so much sickening pain. What is the meaning? I go to college, but for what? To get a career and work at a dead end job? Then make money just to spend it and be a slave to the work force... And for 30 years or so, then you die. I'm so sad already, how much worse could it possible get? I can't think of a good reason to stay breathing. I am recently married and I love my husband, but I can't see myself staying alive for much longer. All the terrible hurt and pain in the world- every marriage fails. I can't even think straight about how sick I feel towards the thought of living much longer in this sick society. I'm sorry for the rant, I just don't know how to cope with my feelings of dread.
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