im very sorry your depressed and cutting and drinking. ive been trying to help you all night but you wont let me in.....strange thing depression, it can get to you when you least expect it. celebrate the fact that you were born whole my love. i lost an eye to cancer, was abused from being 8 to 16..... thought i was so ugly that i would never find affection any other way. celebrate that you are not me,the village freak......if anyone feels a need to die it should be me not you, you are beautiful and intact. however i will not die, ive too much life left in me, and i will live for my beautiful children as you should too. our kids do not deserve to be without a mother, please get help. i love you xx
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