Thank you all so very much for your hugs, messages, and support. I'm just getting around to reading them. And a special thanks to Jazz - she is this board's support queen. She keeps track of everyone and takes care of them so very unselfishly. I do have a problem asking for help myself - it's just me. I'm stil near the brink of the black hole of darkness but fighting tooth and nail to stop from going in. I've slept a lot and have sat on my front porch a lot just "thinking". We went to see my Dad today and that cheered me up - he is my hero. Jeff is very supportive and my Princess Snickers has been by my side constantly. I swear I will not enter the hole - I cannot and will not allow myself to do so. I just wanted to thank each and every one of you for what you did for me - I appreciate it so very much!
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