Yesterday I was obligated go to dinner with some old 'friends', I sat thru dinner arguing with myself (not aloud) whether or not I should tell them what is really going on with me. I hate pretending I am someone I'm not but how do I tell them that there are things going on that are hard for me...how do I tell them I am not as 'happy' as they think...how do I tell them I isolate because I cut? I'm sorry for all the questions but I am just sick of pretending to be something I'm not, I get panicky & almost nausea when I am in these situations cause I know I should say something...whats wrong with me!! Does anyone have experiennce with this type of thing? Thanks for reading this!
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