i dont know what to do. i am feeling more depressed than usual.. looping suicidal images, ticker-tape thoughts, i can barely function, stopped eating, lost weight.. spend all day and night in bed but not able to sleep.. im in my own personal hell. i have trouble opening up to people in the first place and always get burned.. yesterday i found out my np is pregnant and due in feb. i'm not sure what to do.... she saw how bad im doing and wants to see me again in 2 weeks, but i dont want to really get into it, if she's going to be on maternity leave for who knows how long. part of me is happy for her, but the other part feels abandoned. any advice?
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