I am really having a lot of trouble between my depression, borderline, and the pregnancy hormones coming on thick and strong now. Today i can't get my self out of the house to get to work. i really don't want to loose my job though. but i am just not suitable for the outside world i won't last 10 minutes. I am finding out that my boyfriend (the baby's dad) that i live with has been watching porn everyday even when i take naps in the other room. He also is smoking marijuana morning, noon, and night. He has spent 200 dollors in 2 weeks on it and i just can't handle it we need the money for the baby. I do cut and have since i have been pregnant when things in my head got a little to hard and today i just feel unfunctionable.
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