How do we know that death is not the best answer? This comes from someone that tries to look forward I count my blessings give thanks for what I have. i take my meds I wait Ido my therapy I wait. I ftry so fucking hard to be positive. Yes attention seeker . I want some answers? I will probablly not like the answers. I count the people I will hurt. Still the best option is annihilation. There is no heaven, there is no hell, there is no afterlife. there is nothing? I hope so . I want to draw a line through me. Yes I am desperate. I have noone I can call, talk to. There is a lot at stake. Don't tell me I need the hospital, they will do nothing, they will look at me me as a social leper and they are right. It's ok I guess I can change my mind untill sep11. Then no more
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