Everything is going wrong for me. I really do try each and every day but then something happens and I just can't cope with it. I AM SO ANGRY, WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME? I need to talk to someone, I don't know what to do anymore. I have had enough, well and truly. Those you think that you can rely on let you down, the people that you will forever help and give them all they need, all they want, they just look over at you and walk on by. I am on the floor begging them not to go, they don't care. They never have done. I was blinded, I am blinded, I will always be blinded. This depression isnt going anywhere. Its here for life and I have nothing I can do to make it go. I am tire with fighting it. I want the end to draw near and fast.
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