What do you know about 'controlling'. It seems I find it much most hard not to control people in keeping them away from me. More recently, I even try to control my almost innate need to be unkind and be kind. I even found out being kind is a lot fun. But, I still keep to myself mostly. I am pleasant, courteous, supportive with persons I meet during the day getting my basics met. But, that is about all. There is a women at the hospital I go for treatment three times a week she is trying to be supportive when we have good talks and says I deny her a mutual friendship with by keeping her at a distance. She is very forgiving about that does not give up on me. Well after you share about 'control', how about sharing with me about 'fear'.
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