I really hope this doesn't get pushed back 3 pages right after I post it...I'm in need of something...don't know what, but everything is wrong. For those of you who know me, you know I worked at Long John Silvers. Today I quit the job, and my mom has a bad attitude about it, and when her husband (Ted) finds out, he's gonna freak out and keep yelling about me not having a job, because I am jobless, and there's a chance he will kick me out. The only rule I had to follow here at my mom's was to keep a job, but I just couldn't handle LJS anymore, but it made things a million times worse because now I have no job, no more income, both my guardians are pissed at me, I can't get another job because I can't grow up and quit smoking pot or drinking....dammit I can't change and I need help but still am at a loss....don't know what to do anymore...but my smoking and drinking habits have become way worse. Its every day now....things are sinking...even though I thought I was already at bottom.....please help me or at least talk to me somebody....trying to keep it together...
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