I AM REALLY CONFUSED. MY FRIEND LIVES WITH ME AND MY HUSBAND. I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE I AM ALONE. I THINK THAT I AM BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF BUT THEN ONE OF THEM TURN AROUND AND CHANGE MY MIND. SOMETIMES I FEEL I AM AN OUTSIDER IN MY OWN HOME. I FEEL LIKE I CANT DO OR SAY ANYTHING RIGHT. I HAVE LOST CONTROL OF MYSELF. I DONT KNOW IF THIS MAKES ANY SENSE TO ANYONE BUT I CANT EVEN HAVE ENOUGH CONFIDENCE IN MYSELF TO SPEAK UP. I FEEL LIKE I AM A TEENAGER AND EVERYONE IS TRYING TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO. SOMETIMES i JUST FEEL LIKE GETTING UP AND LEAVING. I CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP AT NIGHT AND THINK I AM USELESS. EVERYTIME I TRY TO DO ANYTHING I GET CRITISIZED OR TREATED LIKE IM 12 YEARS OLD. I DONT TELL ANYONE MY OPINION ANYMORE. I AM GOING TO BE TOLD OFF OR TOLD IM STUPID. DOES THIS MAKE SENSE TO ANYONE AT ALL.
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