My fiancee and I had an arguement again today. I asked him if he wanted me to stay here and he said he ddint know anymore. It pretty much broke my heart to hear him say that. I love him so much and would never think to hurt him or say that I would leave him. Right now I am considering leaving for the weekend as a seperation. I am really hurting right now and in tears. I know its been hard me not working and he resents it so much and he has had such a hard time with me, I have been making his life miserable and hell which I never wanted to do. I love him so much all that is comforting me is klonopin and a glass of vodka. I need advice, hugs support anything. I am hurting and in so much pain.
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