hi im kels a 17 yr old girl. i am messed up. i have so many problems or at least it seams that way. but most of these problems i bring upon myself. i think i am extremely depressed. for the last two or three months i havent eaten much of anything and i have lost weight without trying. i havent slept at all unless i took medication (tynol pm).sometime even if i took medication i still didnt sleep. but during the day i am exhausted. sometimes i cant function. a majorty of the time i feel like i am going to fall asleep while driving or even just walking around. i feel physically and mentally exhausted. i have taken online quizzes on depression and some other things. they all said that i could possibly be suffering from severe depression. i know that these quizzes arent a digonosis. but still they have to have some sort of meaning. i know that i need to seek out professional help but i cant do it alone. i do not meet the financhial needs to. i have tried to talk to my parents about taking me to talk to someone and they just ignored me. when i brought it up a second time they got mad and said that i was just desperate for attention. but i am not i am really worried about myself and what i might unintenioally do. my friends are worried that i might do something stupid that i cant take back. i worry about it too. i have tried to ask my mom to take me to the doctor so i could talk to the doctorr about either medications or therapy. she got mad. so i keep wondering what am i to do?? i would perfer to talk to my doctor about either threapy or medication. but how am i going to get to the doctoe? please if you have any ideas or suggestions please help me. please help me fast im very scared.
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