Well I almost signed myself into the hospital today,because I have been having strong thoughts of suicide.I had all my stuff packed,but all I felt was pain from my anxieties.I don't know what to do anymore.I feel so much pain and I don't know what to do with it.I can't shake the feeling of wanting to cry.My life is in shambles,I can't leave the house because I'm scared to be around anybody.I haven't worked in over 2 years,and my financial situation is horrible.I just don't know what to do anymore.I,m in so much pain and I just don't know what to do anymore.
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