Really down these days. It is hard to be happy for family members when they share their good news. I feel like my life is gone. It is over. Like I am trapped. I cant accomplish anything because of illness, and being on meds. Doctors also want to work out all the time. My life is not my own. Yet I see others enjoying life and celebrating their good fortune. How can I be happy for them, and put my petty jealousy behind me?
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