Does anyone ever wonder who you are? I know I've had depression for a long time, maybe even before I had to go through that stage were you figure out who you are, so depression really got in the way I think. How do I know if I am introverted or if it's depression that keeps me from being around people? My therapist right now told me depression is not ME, but after living with it for such a long time, it's hard to not think it is part of who you are you know what I mean? Specially if you are around 15 when depression started. that makes me wonder if I am trying too hard to change some aspects of MYSELF or if I am trying to change the patterns of depression. It's very confusing and all these are questions I ask myself everyday; those, and another 1000 questions haha.
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