HI ALL I FIND OUT ON 9/12/09 THAT MY FRIEND GRANDMA HAD PASSED AWAY IN HER SLEEP. ME AND MY HAD A FIGTH A FEW MONTHS BACK SO WE WHERE NOT TALKING TO EACH OTHER AT ALL . SO THE WAY I FIND OUT WAS I ON HER PAGE . SO I CALLED SAID I WAS SORRY ABOUT HER CRANDMA AND ABOUT FIGTH WE HAD TO SO SHE SAID ALL IS FORGOT AND THAT WE ARE FRIENDS AGAIN CUZ SHE WAS MY BEST FRIEND BUT I SEE HER MORE LIKE A SISTER TO ME WE TOLD ONE OTHER WE THINKING OF ONE OTHER AS FAMILY. IT HURTS SO MUCH THAT HER GRANDM GONE CUZ I LOVED HER SO MUCH AND SHE USE TO LOVE SEEING ME WHEN I WANT OVER THERE WE WILL HAVE COFFEE TOGETHER AND SHE WOULD TELL ME STORY ABOUT HER LIFE . SHE TREATING LIKE A GRANDDAUGHTER AND THEY WERE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME . I FEEL VERY SAD AND I CANT EAT .FEELS LIKE MY MIND GOING 100MILES A MIN I CANT NOT GO TO HER VIEWING TODAY CUZ I WANTED TO REMEBER THE THE WAY SHE WAS . SHE HAD A LOVING HEART TO ALL PEOPLE AND WOULD OPEN HER HOUSE TO ANYONE . I MISS HER SO MUCH . SHE CAERING ABOUT ME MORE THEN MY OWN FAMILY AND I THANK HER FOR THAT . I HOPE I WILL GET THOUTH THIS OF HER PASSING AWAY CUZ I DO NOT DEAL WITH DEATH VERY WELL. I JUST BURRIED MY UNCLE LAST MONTH I HAD 2 UNCLE PASSED AWAY AND 5 FRIENDS IN 3 YEARS . ITS SO HARD I CANT HANDLE THINGS LIKE THIS . IAM TAKING MY MEDS HOPFULL I WILL FEEL BETTER IN A FEW DAYS . HOW DOES ANYONE DEAL WITH THE PASSING OF A LOVE ONE ? HUGS MISTY240 THANK U FOR READING THIS I KNOW IT WAS LONG .
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