What is wrong with people that they need to act like vultures? Do they have some need to pick on the weak? I can't take it! It's when I'm at my low points that I always seem to get attacked. I consider myself a caring honest person, so why me? Because I'm weak that's why! Because they see it and can't help but tear me apart! I'm just doing my best to be a good mom and a good person. I'm just doing my best to live day by day. I'm so upset, I can't stop shaking, I can barely breath. Another day another panic attack. Is this always going to be my life, I start to pull myself up, only to be torn back down again. Over and over! I feel like this is the only place I can come for some kindness!
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