I have been working hard to stay positive for the last few months but life has won over I think. To say all that has been going on would be too long but lets say life is not playing in favor of someon who already fights depression. The pathetic thing is that even when I search for a chat I can't find anyone to chat with. I tried a chat room for overeaters anonymous and could not get anyone to chat with me. I tried a couple others too. How pathetic is it that even on a computer when nobody knows me and my issues I still can't find someone to talk to? My husband is deployed as usual and I am in a fairly new town and I do not know a single person. I have not put forth a huge effort either because I have been fighting this depression, anxiety and intense fear of social situations. I guess this is a blab more than a blog. Does anyone else have this much trouble finding support or "friends" on-line?
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