I have been feeling really down and tired lately for a couple of weeks and even suicide has enter my mind tonight and I just had a flash back of some people telling me "who would care". And "why don't you do it then". "Have you ever attempted suicide before b/c you probably won't" These are some cold remarks I have gotten from people who I thought cared have said to me. It hurts and it makes me not tell people anymore when I feel that way. I am so glad I found this group b/c at least there are people here who do understand how it feels to be that low. I am just hurt at these memories of how people have responded to me in my past. I am really hurt. I am hurting now!
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