I am nothing. I am Mom I am the family scapegoat that people can treat like yesterday’s garbage. I am laughed at, ridiculed, left out, and basically told I’m not loved. I give more than 100%. I’m bullied by my husband & my children. I am hurt always. I cry and lay in bed all day. I have a therapist. Been to intense therapy , but nothing can change because the family won’t change. They love having a punching bag. I’m the gift that just keeps giving. One day I will be gone and they will have to figure out who the next one is.
Just introducing myself and saying hi. Just wanting to try and make friends who can understand, I suffer with a few ailments. Mentally, I have severe anxiety and depression. Both stem from experience of abuse and trauma, alongside PTSD and OCD. Physically, I have asthma, eczema, IBS, PCOS, arthritis, stomach ulcers and a non alcoholic fatty liver. At the moment i'm struggling with my mental...
I am new to this group. I lost my husband in February 2018 and I am so lost, sad, broken, lonely, etc. This site was recommended to me.