This weekend, I was just so depressed, partly because i forgot to take my anti-depressants, but everything seemed to be going wrong. Then I lost it. I went to the cabinet, and took every single pill in the bottle. Last thing I remember was passing out on the floor, and dropping my medicine bottle. I could hear my husband calling my name, but it seemed so far away. I couldn't open my eyes or anything. I just went wanted to sleep, but then I blacked out. I did not get home until today, I did not wake up until this morning. Does anyone ever feel so depressed that do something as horrible as what I did?
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