I cant stop crying hysterically . my chronic pain is out of control . I miss my sweetheart who is a country away indefinitely . my dr. will not allow me 2 have sleep meds . tired of existing feeling dependent on others 4 everything . can't drive . flat broke ..on top of all life's huge issues , I broke my toe .. can hardly walk now at all without my cant altho I was dependent on it almost totally anyway .. someone just encourage me .. the pain stops my concentration so please don't tell me to get a damn hobby . I cant even retain words when I read because of my depression .. its getting worse .. the bastard feels like it is crushing me .. I guess all I need to do is rant and rave .. sorry to all that had to read this .
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