Can you believe I crashed my computer on yesterday ---Friday which means I will not be able to enjoy the friends I have made here on the depression site after Sunday. Not only do I have to figure out how to get the money for a new/used computer I will also have to pay back my job over one thousand dollsars for the classes I am not going to complete unless the instructor has mercy on me. I will never again sign up for an online class; I am too needy; I need the structure of a classroom. I hate myself for crashing the thing but I was in a hurry and it was moving like molasses. I also had about 5 windows open at one time. I feel so alone without the computer even though this is the only chatting that I do. Maybe I can find a decent one on Craig's list. Thank you all (those I have met online and those I have not) for being there. I'll check in on Sunday then I'll be out for while trying to figure out how to re-connect. Luff, Sadandbluesy
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