Ever since my first boyfriend broke up with me about 9 months ago, I have been so depressed and obsessed with having a guy in my life. After a few failures here and there I have a guy in my life. He is my age and in the Navy. We live about 8 hours away. I had somethimg with him over the summer for a few weeks but he didnt want that committment. We stayed friends until he said something that made me believe he was using me. We stopped talking. Then in Nov he contacted me and apoligized for what he did and we became close like before. I recently visited him for a week and it was perfect. The best new years for both of us. We left being officially bf and gf but we talked a few days ago and he just doesnt want that. He still feels the same way about me and I him..and we both do not forsee our feeling change but he cannot have this title of being my bf while he is doing his navy stuff bc he will hardly ever see me. After this year he said that it will be easier for him to actually be my bf. We havnt changed any aspect of our relationship, we just dont have that title. Is it stupid of me to want to wait for him? I do not want to try with anyone else..I just still feel so sad for some reason? this is not how i pictured my love life but i dont want anything with anyone else! am i doing the right thing by waiting?
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