I'm at work. I hate work today. It's dead!!! I choose busy job positions so that I don't have to think. Does anyone else do this? The problem with that is that when it actually does get slow, I think!!! I keep trying to find things to do to no avail! Or, they are such mundane tasks that they won't take my mind off of things, so I don't feel like doing them. I don't know why I want to quit, I just get so emotionally drained, I just want a break. I just want to sit in front of the tv and watch dr. phil. I just want to win the lottery lol. Ugh...I have no motivation today. It makes me feel terrible. I've just been on this site all morning, trying to feel better. It's working a little so far! So that's good.
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