It's another one of those days. My stress level having my mother in law live with me is going through the roof. She's moving out in less than a week but she works and that's about it. And my depression is just out of control. I feel like a failure as a wife and mother. I have daily thoughts about ending it all. If someone wasn't home with me, I'd just do it. Unfortunately I'm surrounded by hubby, kids or the mom in law, so I am never alone. I don't know what to do. I just needed to get this out. Thanks for reading.
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