So crap with college is all messed up right now my major didn't get switched over and i guess my GPA wasn't high enough cause that's when i was going through really rough depression. Me and my family are all trying to get everything figured out...but guess what? They are blaming everything on me...saying i wasn't being honest I was lying and bascially treating me like crap...which is making me feel worse....I should be at college right now having a good time not worrying about a thing but NO I had to have a seizure over the weekend and now everything is all screwed up...I'm so sick of everything going bad for me...I really am. I was yelling at my parents telling them to treat me better..apparently they still don't know how to treat me...and now I'm crying my eyes out alone in my room...and I just cut. I hope they're happy..cause I know I sure as hell am not.
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