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Once again.

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My depression has been slowing creaping back again. All of a sudden I feel as I once did before... alone and hopeless. Not to mention I am angry at myself for cutting again... I was free of it for a year as of November 22.

I feel so damn alone...
it seems as if I have lost all of my friends,
and I am in the process of losing the one person who means the most to me. I guess all I really want is someone to talk to at the moment.
ZAZAS
ZAZAS
Did you pat yourself on the back for not cutting for a year. I ask because, when the aniversary of something roles around, espcically in the one year of more stage, we think and focus on it too much, and then fall back into our old habits. Lots of drunks relapse after picking up a one year chip. Hey, water under the bridge, forget the calendar and took it one day at a time.
deleted_user
deleted_user
You have a point,

Maybe that is why I fell.
All I could see was that I was clean of cutting for a year.
I failed to see the struggles I have conqured to resist the razor's temptation.
All I could see was the date,
not what it took to get me that far.
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