ok so I have had a lot of weed, coke spliffs, and bongs in the past, and had been a serious drinker for months this last year, as well as mixing all of those things at once - I am completely straight now, and they aren't heavy drugs I know. But I have noticed a change in the way I think, not how but I still feel like I have had a few puffs of a joint everyday because my thoughts are still a bit 'coo coo' - even though I am still 'all here' and can write ok, my thinking is a different story all together. Ok so you can laugh but it's seriously affected me and I wondered whether it's because of the drugs -as well as- the depression or one of the other (even though the clinical depression was a new one towards the end of this year, even if I felt low previously). Because it just seems like there's been a difference since I was 15 when I started experimenting.
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