My neighbors are so nosy and they don't even know me...they sent over this one guy one night and he is black and he was drunk and then wanted to come in and started talking nasty. I had to tell him that me and my daughter had to go in cause we had to get up early the next morning. Do you know when I went in a started crying..why I don't know. Anyway's day's later they send this white guy over and they tell him that he might not be my type or color. We talked on the front porch and then the next day we were susposed to watch movies but we didn't cause I got on the computer and looked him up and found out he was a child molestor. I can't win for losing. That just make me more not wantin to date at all.
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