i miss my dad. he died 6 years ago today from a heart attack. this is what makes this time of year so hard...that and gram is gone too.....6 years ago in the spring coming. i have been trying not to be snappy with ppl today and am trying so hard not to be down and a bummer since it is a great week for everyone else around me but i am 3000 miles from my family and oldest friends, and i am job hunting again at the worst time of year for it and i miss ppl i can't bring back at all, ever. sigh....i know it could be soo much worse but it is still really hard to find shit to be happy about. i know it will get better and soon prolly...just wallowing a little today.
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