I havent been around for quite a while as things have been going well, until today. Major set back today. Dont know where all these feelings have come from. Feel like dirt, dont want to be here, no one loves me, no one understands, no one cares. This is how I am feeling right now. My one true friend wants to be there for me but he doesnt know how. He told me I need to talk but I dont want to. All I want to do is curl up and be invisible.
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