I haven't been on here in about a year. I was trying to make myself better, i WAS doing better. I WAS doing fantastic and now im back to square one. I feel like i am constantly coming in last place. In school and in relationships, and in just about everything. I had a really good friend....and we both felt the same about life, religion, everything....and i went to visit her. We started dating and then i went back home....then it seems we got farther and farther apart. I planned a 5 day vacation to go spend with her on break and today after a somewhat heated discussion about everything that has been going on in our lives (my health problems and her social problems/health problems) i asked her if she still wanted me to come down to see her and she said she didnt know anymore.....im freaking out..i keep losing everyone close to me and i feel like i cant do it anymore...i want to hide under a rock and never come out.
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