If I could just borrow a few people from the arguments for a second, I need some real help...every time I begin to feel a little better, something always comes to wipe it out. Today, I was doing ok and then I went to work, where the head manager strong armed me into driving almost 2 hours away tomorrow afternoon, just to work a 6 hour shift and then drive all the way back and not get anything for it. No extra pay, nothing. Why does this always happen to me? I don't want to go all the way up there and work at this store with people and equipment I've never seen before. I just don't think I can do it....I am having a panic attack. On top of that I have to go to my grandparents farm in the morning to cut up a tree that fell over and deal with them and it's too much on my plate at once and I'm really thinking about doing something crazy tonight....I have several ways to fix this problem, right here in my room. Have 2 guns right next to me, a bottle of hydrocodone pills to OD on, a belt and a good high metal hook to drop from....and I am serious. What can I do you guys? I can't go to the hospital...can't call 911....nothing.....I'm so screwed....dammit I hate my life more than anything you could think of..
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