Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I am not doing well today, I had to force myself to go see my counselor today, I almost canceled on him. He's a good guy too, but today is just one of those days...I want to be held and cry but at the same time I don't want to be around anyone. The one and only CD I like to listen to when I am in this mood is f-ing missing....and of course it's one of the few CD's not loaded on my computer, mp3 player or that I burned a back up of...lunch was a tripple breve, two cocnut macaroons and a resses pb cup followed by more coffee...the radio isn't playing anything decent either and I have to leave for work in like 40 minutes...bah.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
What do you see in the dark when the demons come for you? If only you could have seen how fucked up my life used to be; then everything starts to change, supposedly healing my pain. I never thought I'd feel this way. I never thought that I'd see the day I'd run away from anything or anywhere or anyone. Its all these demons haunting me, tts all these little things trapped inside of me, releasing me from all my sin. Its taken me all of my anger, and taken me all of my hate, to learn how my life came together. Releasing the demons again. And now I look through my minds eye and see where my past needs to rest. Its always disturbed by these voices, that echo inside of my head. Another way that I can hide, another reason to crawl inside and get away from everything and everywhere and everyone. NO! Its all these demons haunting me, its all these little things trapped inside of me releasing me from all my sins. Its taken me all of my anger, and taken me all of my hate, to learn how my life came together. Releasing the demons....again (again). Facing the days as I grow into my own, loving and hatings the same. And three-fold I told you it comes back with laughter, over and over again. Its coming back. Its taken me all of my anger, and taken me all of my hate, to learn how my life came together. Releasing the demons again