I start my new job this week. I still have some things to get ready and the fact that the deadline is finally in sight makes me feel like I'm gonna have my first anxiety attack in 5 months. There's a little me in my mind who is running in circles jibbering like a crazy thing. And another bit that's saying everything is fine because I only work by appointment, but it keeps getting talked over by the crazy. I'm gonna try my best today to get things finished and not run screaming into the streets. Afterall, I should be quite happy, but I guess depression and unemployment leave a mark.
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