my parents try to control me and dont give me any space, im depressed and being at work is very difficult for me i cant concentrate and feel like a failure becuase i constantly forget what ive been told at work and this makes my bosses think im not any use. i cant FEEL anything im emotionally numb and i dont feel real at all. this makes me drink, use painkillers, good hard sex + violence. i dont care. i do care. i dont KNOW if i care. WHAT THE FUCK???? just HELP, someone, somehow.
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