I been having a hard time lately. I am Bipolar and Schizophrenic. I know what a horrible combination. My Dr. took me off the Respirdal and the Clonzapan. And ever since she did that I have felt like I have been down spiraling into nothing. MY bipolar episodes are almost everyday. And my Schizophrenic episodes are daily I am seeing people and hearing voices to tell me to hurt myself and those voices are constant. I feel like I have nothing left my dr won't listen to me and it's just one thing after another. My mind keeps telling myself to kill myself but in my mind I know it's not the right answer because I've tried to kill myself 2 times already. Sigh I hate life.
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