Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I been having a hard time lately. I am Bipolar and Schizophrenic. I know what a horrible combination. My Dr. took me off the Respirdal and the Clonzapan. And ever since she did that I have felt like I have been down spiraling into nothing. MY bipolar episodes are almost everyday. And my Schizophrenic episodes are daily I am seeing people and hearing voices to tell me to hurt myself and those voices are constant. I feel like I have nothing left my dr won't listen to me and it's just one thing after another. My mind keeps telling myself to kill myself but in my mind I know it's not the right answer because I've tried to kill myself 2 times already. Sigh I hate life.
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I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
I am so sorry, I'm not even sure what to say except I want you to know I care even if I don't have the right words to say to you.
{{{{hugs}}}} and all my best to you.
Why did your doc take you off the meds? Call her up and ask for something to help you. You should be feeling better not getting worse. If she won't listen then look for another doc who will help.
Keep those people and voices at bay. You don't want them fucking up your head.
Good luck with the meds and doc.
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