Hi I am having a hard time.My teen boys are diagnosed OCD and ADHD plus other stuff my husband runs away or gives in to them cause its easier.I have fought all their lives for them in school and out.They both just went through really emotionally hard times and now one is regressing.My husband works away and I usually have to deal with this but I have been so depressed with the change I begged them to please give me time to heal so I can be strong again.They won't help at all.I have nothing left inside me to give.My emotions are numb.All I do is cry in fear at what I want to do to my self.I dig a little deeper everyday.
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